Vessel of divine will
This morning during my meditation, I had a reflection which left me feeling very peaceful and wanted to share it with my fellow sadasyas. It is during the quietness of the morning that the shadows of my self and past come alive and previously I would get caught up in the pain and judgement but this morning, as they came, I was actually able to breathe through them and invite them to sit with me in the quietness and darkness of this morning and a thought took birth saying that all of what I have experienced till now in life has been divine will, I am a part of that divine consciousness and this body I have made my home in this birth is a vessel to play out my part in this divine play! It is not that this kind of reflection has not come to me before, but in past, my inclination would be towards feeling fatalistic or helpless, but today there was a feeling of empowerment and agency remembering that this life is transient and so are these life experiences but what is permanent is that I am a part of the divine consciousness filled with love and completeness. Thank you to Shunya ji for her teachings and guidance and for the support of this community. It is indeed a beautiful morning!
Beautiful reflection Suchira, thank you!