A little moment of finally getting it
Tuesday night after our Karma Yoga session (on Emptying out the small self ) I was trying to fall asleep, my mind doing its usual routine of trying to relax but still relentlessly trying to grasp the ungraspable, when suddenly I felt a burst of clarity in my forehead and I thought, "I don't have to understand! I'm just an instrument!" It was like my ego finally, for a minute, understood how to get onto a leash and be led by something greater. It was so relaxing! I had attended the Study Pod on Monday and also had rewatched episode 36 on Remembering, and I think this combination of efforts plus Shunyaji's review of the material (and probably also doing the Gayatri sadhana) helped me finally start to get it. My ego is still attempting to wander all over the place and straining on the leash but it was such a…



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