Ego Indecision
Thank you, Shunyaji, for your strong response to my question. I am facing a heavy, life-changing decision, and my ego is flaring up, trying to stay safe by controlling outcomes. Yet each potential outcome carries its own weight.
I’ve realised that my indecision isn’t a flaw — it’s a signal to pause. This isn’t a choice I can map out three steps ahead. Right now, my task is simply to move when I’m guided: to act, observe, and listen. I can’t rely on logic or emotion alone; it has to be kṛiya.
I trust that I have been guided into this situation to grow and evolve. I haven’t made a final decision yet, but I have moved gracefully toward one. At my centre, I feel calm and non-attached, even though my ego still kicks up a fuss and tries to steer the ship. I know that when the time comes, I will make a decision from a spontaneous place.
Thank you Gemma for your share!